October 2011
7 posts
there's so much i want to say..
..but i can’t tell you. because it’s hard to explain, or because i’m scared of what you’ll think of me. you always have the right things to say, & i usually ask for your advice but i can’t do that anymore. & i feel bad during our real talks because you always open up, and i can’t do that same because there’s some things that i have to hide from...
don't let history repeat itself.
so much for learning from mistakes. i know this is wrong but there’s something inside that makes me want to go through with this. maybe it’s because of the feelings i’ve had in the past, and now is the time i can express it. or maybe, it’s just the excitement of keeping things hidden. idk.
“i keep a smile on my face so no one knows how upside down my world has been.” you always seem so happy, as if you have no problems. when you opened up to me it was so unexpected, i had no idea that you were going through so much. i thought i was going through a lot, but it made me realize that there’s always people that have it worse. i have no right to be upset about my...
make up your mind.
you complain when i don’t text you back, yet when i initiate conversation you don’t make an effort to talk back. you wanted to keep things a secret, yet you’re close to me in public. you say you want me, but you go after other people. quit being so damn confusing. -.-
just another option.
you get me attached, make me believe that there’s something special between us.. then you want to keep things as “just friends”. & you expect that i’ll always be the girl you can come back to when you’re not busy trying to get at someone else. why should you be a priority, when to you, i’m only an option ?
